The world does not care
about you.
No one is watching you fall on your face,
nobody notices you climbing back up.
I think,
by your sadness,
you know this. But
why would you let that hold you back
when it could set you free?
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Day 145 – Dangerous
If your heart were a piece of crystal torn from your body
I would keep it in my pocket, tuck it under my pillow
I would horde it for myself in Gollum’s cave
If you were a star resting high in the evening sky
I would wish on you, share my hopes with you
I would love you from a safe distance
But you are standing here before me
not a star but just a man
you are still the things you’ve done
and you are loud, you are thunder
you are dangerous
Day 144 – The Dentist
The dentist opened my mouth and found
all these lies that I’d been hiding
inside my teeth like egg yolks bursting,
dripping falsehoods only whispered
now laid bare to clean tiles, white walls
He asked me do I find the pressure painful,
do I feel it throbbing in my ears at night-
I can’t eat truth or it will stain my reputation.
How can I swallow what I cannot bear to taste?
I lie because it’s easier
than finding the words to explain-
I lie and say I’m not angry
because I don’t know why I am.
I say that my honesty left me somehow
slipped away and I didn’t follow,
I didn’t try to get it back
but that’s just another tooth to pull,
another Vicodin to take
The truth is so much harder now,
a stone inside the womb, a diamond to cut
open old scars, to make each trip
with less and less air-
it takes a miracle of strength
to go back anymore
so I have lived without visiting those places
I’ve survived without eating that fruit
I’ve made a new life by filling cavities with lies
and pretending my smile is sincere
but the dentist knows, and God knows
it’s not
Day 143 – Ducklings
My ducklings have gone away today I
will not see them again they have
to grow, I have to rest that’s
how it works, that’s how it ends
but I have given
so much
of myself
now I’m not sure
how much is left
except now I know
how much room
there really is now I can
measure the space
they left and
it is bigger than I was
at the start
Day 142 – The World Loves A Beautiful Arsonist
I was born buried deep in the snow
I was born gripped tightly in chains
I learned to build raging fires
but the sting of the iron remains
The world loves a beautiful arsonist
The world loves a singer of flames
It celebrates those who can set it ablaze but
It notices nothing of chains
Day 141 – Nothing to See
Much like the things which cause traffic build-up,
red sirens wailing like a blue light special
warning off and inviting in,
like the yellow brick roads of crime scene tape,
white chalk and shattered glass
like the gold shiny badges posted to move it along
like tragedy, like death
like one existence
there is nothing to see here
Day 140 – Magic
I have put so much magic
in places it shouldn’t have been
I have sores all over
from picking apart the times
If I’m raw it’s because I never healed
If I tell the truth it’s not the whole thing
I ate too much magic I couldn’t afford
and now I keep secrets from you
But oh, sometimes I believe
we live in a place
where magic is as magic does-
if I ripped open all those scabs
would they pour out glitter,
if I went back to that place
would you meet me there?
Of course, of course
you wait there still
where magic should never have been
but each time I go back I see
your shadow
and the blisters rise again.
